How many times can you press the reset button on your life while time moves forward? As you get older? During an evolution within your circle of friends?
Same old problems different age. I cant afford to keep starting over at 22. I hope I’m supposed to learn something from all this. If anything, I feel bad for people that had it worse then me. My lowest in my life can be someone elses best day. It’s made me more thankful for little things that I’ll NEVER take for granted. I’m thankful for the people I have in my life (I love you guys). They still believe I can succeed, even when I’m doing the opposite. They gave me money when i needed it, a meal when I was hungry, advice before I left, patience when I wasn’t doing what i needed to do, and even chewed me out a couple times when I didn’t want to hear it (but i still listened).
As I get older the stakes get higher and I honestly cant afford to fuck around anymore. My roomate/ friend, friends, and family are all casualties of my recent downfall.
Now I see that my problems are affecting more than just myself. I have to rectify everything in order to better my life and the others around me.